Elder Hayden Bigelow Mexico Xalapa Mission April 2015-2017
Monday, April 17, 2017
April 17, 2017
Well, it really is coming to a close and I am soooo excited to see you guys and give the biggest hugs to everyone. I am a little scared for the
future and all but I just have a feeling that everything will work out :)
The finality of it all is scaring me that I will never ever be a full time missionary again, but its just kind of my time. Yeah, I am exhausted and I feel like rest is good, but I really don't know. I have so many goals and things to do that I feel I am going to be busy from that first walk off the plane.
I just wanted to bear my testimony a bit on Christ. I will be talking about this on Sunday too. I just wanted you to know that He is real, He exists and understands us. He has helped me more through my trials than anything else. Even when I am not perfect and get mad. He loves
us more than we know and I just want to apply so much more of what I learned about Him and His mission when I am home. I hope I can
continue to progress like I am and just to not make the same mistakes that I made when I was younger.
Love you guys so much and I CANNOT believe that I am coming home in two short days! Like where did these 2 years go! I am so excited to